~Run-Of-The-Mill Autobiography~

What I've been doing for the past few weeks before FINAL EXAM....

2012-01-03T15:48:00.001+08:00

The question is,

What I've been doing for the past few weeks

before my FINAL EXAM???

Studying?

Memorizing?

Remembering?

Recapping?

Refreshing?

TETTTT...NONE OF THE ABOVE...

The answer is...

READING!!!

Arghh....another boring post for those of you who do not enjoy reading especially NOVELS.

I finished reading 3 novels which I borrowed from the library. Actually, I read another 2 novels that I bought on my own (but that will not be included in this post..hehe)

It's becoming a habit..reading everywhere...every time I have my free time.

At the bus stop, in the bus, before sleeping, while waiting for the lecture, etc etc...boring stuff.
So, these are the books that I recently read..

The Klone & I.
As for me, it's like a 'fiction' novel with 'romantic mood' kind of story.

Briefly, the story revolved around a widow named Stephanie. Her husband left her for another woman after 13 years of marriage & two children. Realizing the fact that her ex-husband was no longer amused by her appearance,

(...sorry that I had not yet made it into a sweatshirt and blue jeans, my daily costume much of the time. Sex appeal was not foremost on my mind...There were several small tears in the ancient flannel I was wearing, nothing too revealing of course, and since I get cold at night, I was wearing a frayed T-shirt underneath. It was a look that had worked well for me, for thirteen years of marriage with him....)

she started to change herself up....She threw out her flannel nightgowns, got her nails done, haircut, wearing make up, buying new underwear... and bla bla bla... 'vermiculating' herself.
Soon after that, she met with Peter Baker during her trip to Paris. He is a chairman of a bionic enterprise. One day, he was supposed to be away for business but instead, he was standing at her door, wearing day-glo stain and rhinestones (which was very unusual for him). Naturally, she thought that it was a joke. Not until she discovered that it wasn't Peter but his KLONE (Paul Klone) with identically sexy good looks. There was when the outrageous triangle between Stephanie, Peter & the Klone started.

Wow, it's worth reading!! READ IT yourself & feel satisfy. ^_^

Another interesting story by Sidney Sheldon, THE SKY IS FALLING
(....if you remember Chicken Little's story....it actually shared almost the same issue...)

The Winthrops are America's royal family, and its Prince Charming is the sexy, charismatic Gary Winthrop. He was on the his was to becoming the Senate's brightest new start when he was found murdered in his home - after the 4 members of the Winthrops family died in a single year, different incidents. One of the last person to see Gary alive was Washington anchorwoman, Dana Evans. She made it her mission to investigate those seemingly random tragedies, little realizing that her search will sweep her across several continents, placed her and her young son in grave danger.

(copied from the back page of the book...but altered a bit...you know..only the tenses...ahahaha)
very interesting story indeed!

and finally......I just finished reading this last night....warghhh...what a relief...that I can finish reading it before my exam....fyi, its TOMORROW! hahahaa..

(after several 'sustainable' laughs..lol..and tears..hukhukhuk...)

and it is a romantic page-turner that won't disappoint Sparks' fans...

(according to Glamour magazine & ME...lol)

One of the main character is Denise Holton, a young single mother, with her 4-year-old son, Kyle, a boy with severe learning disabilities for whom she sacrificed everything. She was found unconscious and bleeding after blasted into the tree by Taylor McAden. When she woke up, the chilling truth was clear: KYLE IS GONE

During the search for Kyle, a connection between Taylor & Denise started to make sense. Taylor, who cannot fall in love after a terrifying past incident, didn't realize that the rescue will be different form all the others, demanding far more than raw physical courage (he's actually a voluntary fireman). That it will require him to open the doors of his heart after the black past that were slammed shut by pain.

It's a very fun story to read. Full with sense of humor but also melancholically expressed by the author especially when Taylor's best friend, Mitch died (well, you have to read if you wanna know the exact story..)

November Memories....

2011-12-21T14:15:00.000+08:00

There's been lots of things revolved around me during the previous month of the year (November)

Many ups and downs that I've been through.

Good memories, bad memories, not-so-good/bad memories, etc....etc...

Yet I'm grateful that I am still living my life to the fullest

and for that, I thank God for leading the way..

Well, this post is just a sharing about my November journey...

First of all, my gorgeous friend, Yantie's Wedding. I went to her house during her 'Nikah' since I cannot come to their 'Sanding'. I went with 3 other friends (Cip, Elle, Farah) and we got lost in KL before we finally arrived at her house in Ampang. Oh, what a relieve! Thanks to Cip's sister for being our 'gps'. Hehehe..

So, this is Yantie...<3

Next, it was during our visit to Universiti Malaya (UM) for a theater entitled Patung-Patung. It's kind of a girls day out (even though our driver and his friend are male..hehe) I had fun taking pictures with the girls before the theater started & also right after it ended.

Owez ended up doing crazee stuff...ahahaha

Eh, I thought I have so much to share for November stories....Actually, we (my friends & I) were too busy catching up with the assignments especially our final year project (successfully done!!! yeayyy!! ^_^)... so, we didn't have much time to enjoy ourself..but pimples keep on visiting me..hhukhukhuk...Well, the last escapism we can have is just.........cam-whoring.. :)

wif my bestie, Debbie.....

yeaahh....it's us & especially ME..cam-whoring in the class.....^^

A Girl with Tears...

2011-12-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

just because she comes off strong,

it doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying.

and even though she acts like nothing's wrong,

maybe she's just really good at lying.

Courage

2011-12-13T07:10:00.002+08:00

Courage & Strength
You are really needed
Please don't leave me

Staying Strong....

2011-12-12T22:34:00.001+08:00

If you look inside this girl,
you will see how much she really cried.
You will find so many secrets & lies,
But what you'll find the most is how hard it is to stay strong....

I don't really wanna say good bye
but I'm sorry...
I can't be perfect.

I Am Weak But Thou Art Strong

2011-12-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

God,

Help me through this because I am your weak follower and I don't know what to do...

Help me to find the best decision and solution...

I am not strong enough to face this alone...

I need you...

I need you, Lord.

Please show me Your way...

No matter what it is...I am going to put the burden on You.

Thank you, Lord because I know you will always be there
For me, for you, for him, for her, for us.

Amen.

I cast all my cares upon You

I lay all of my burden down at Your feet

and many times when I don't know what to do

I will cast all my cares upon You

I just cast all my cares upon You

'Simple Gifts'

2011-12-09T11:03:00.000+08:00

This is another 312 pages of book that I've read in just a night & I don't believe myself for doing that since I usually finished reading a book at least 2 days.

But you know, the stories are too amusing & emotionally delighting + satisfying for me to stop reading it 'till the last page of the book. Hehehe...

Simple Gifts is actually an anthology of four most beloved stories written by two New York Times Bestselling Author - Judith McNaught & Jude Deveraux

From Deveraux, J.

Just Curious

Change of Heart

From McNaught, J.

Miracles

Double Exposure

Ermmmm.... I don't think I'll provide you with the synopsis of the stories because I think it's better for you to read and feel it yourself ^^

SATISFACTION GUARANTEED!!

However, I don't recommend this book for young adults readers (cheh....I just learnt this assertion in my literature class...hahaha) because it contains the elements of sexual & lust. So, it's not PG13, it's 18sx. ^_^

Generally, the stories are romantic + humorous kind of story & I can imagine it being dramatized and that caused me giggling-chuckling-tittering while reading it (ehehehe).

Of course it's quite typical but still, I love it!

So, read it!!

Lots of love,

~Blog Owner~

A review on 'Sundays at Tiffany's'

2011-12-08T09:46:00.001+08:00

I finished reading this book yesterday and once again, I NEGLECTED my love @ project paper in order to finish reading it. It's a very-very interesting book with only 309 pages (normal fonts - easy to read..hehe).

Sundays at Tiffany's is a romance novel by the bestselling author James Patterson & the co-author, Gabrielle Charbonnet, which was released on April 29, 2008. It also has been adapted into a Lifetime Television that premiered on Dec 6, 2010 (Wikipedia).

James Patterson

This story mainly revolves around the main character, Jane Margaux, a daughter of a Broadway producer, Vivienne. She has only one good and close friend named Michael which is actually an 'imaginary friend'. However, Michael can't stay with her forever since one of the rules of becoming an imaginary friend is to leave a kid when she/he turns 9. Therefore, he leaves Jane on her ninth birthday with the promise that she will definitely forgets him. However, when she wakes up the next day, she realizes that she lost her best friend. Worst thing is, he promised that she won't be able to remember him but she can clearly remember everything about Michael.

After 30 years, Jane is still alone as she was as a child. Despite her own success of a playwright, she is even more trapped by her overbearing mother. She feels like she doesn't have the freedom since her mom treats her as if she is still a child. So she decides to move out from the house. However, she can't really get away from her mom because she works under her mom's company. By that time,she is actually in a relationship with a guy named Huge but because of his stupidity, Jane leaves him.

(You got to read the part where Hugh leaves her in the middle of the city because she doesn't accept his proposal. And the way he proposes her?? OMG!! That kind of guy also exist??? hahaha...emotional...)

Ok, let's continue. (^_^)

Then she meets someone - a handsome, comforting, funny man. He's perfect. His name is Michael.......

If you want to know the ending of the story.......find the book in the library / buy your own copies.

Huarghhhhh....I need a break from all these books!!

GOSH, I NEED HELP!

And actually I'm in the class while I'm updating this blog.

My lecturer is in front of me!!

What a lucky 'child' I am.

Okay, really have to go..Chao~

I love being a Kampong Girl (part 1)

2011-12-04T08:48:00.000+08:00

Howdy!

Huh, it's been a while since I went back to my hometown. I miss it so much!!! huhuhu.

That's why I wanna post something about my 'kampung' and share why I love staying in 'kampung' instead of in the urban area. Well, I grew up in a village named Kampung Liningkung, somewhere in Telupid. (Google it if you don't know.haha). It's actually not my father's hometown or even my mother.

My mom's family was migrated there when she was still single & there was where their (mom & bapa) love story began. As a result, we were born. LOL. One of the things that my family and I will do almost every year is planting & harvesting paddy. Often we will plant 'padi huma', not 'padi sawah'. Since I was little, I've learn to help my parents to do all the stuff and even though it's tiring, I still miss it!!

I wanna share pictures from last year's harvest period. >.<

What we must have while doing all the harvesting thingy....because its HOT!!!

This is what we call 'Wakid' in my language. It is used to put the paddy that

we are harvesting.

I believe you guys are familiar with this. What a childhood memories...

It's a-must-game-to-have during our childhood.

This is what paddy look like just in case you never see it before it became rice.

Hehehe

This picture was taken inside our small hut, where we placed out harvested paddy.

'Bambangan'. One of our traditional foods & I really2 love it!!!

My parents. Tired & Exhausted after doing all the works. (I mean not all, we did help.hehe)

Those are my younger sisters.

Oh, how I miss kampung & my family soooo much.

Can't wait.......MAU BALIKKKKK...

This is one of the reason why I like staying in a kampong.

I can do lot of things with my family & friends. and I LOVE IT.

Oh kampung....Wait for me to eat all the bosou, bambangan, tuhau, etc etc.

A review on 'Wait for Me' by An Na

2011-12-01T09:30:00.000+08:00

I just finished reading this book yesterday while I was sitting in the library. I was supposed to do my project paper but I was too caught up with my reading that I took more than 1 hour of my supposed-to-be-time for Project Paper just to finish this book.

Firstly, I would like to introduce the name of the author. The author is a 'she' for starters. (^_^)

An Na. That is the name of the writer. She was born in Korea but grew up in San Diego, California.

And guess what? She's a former teacher! >.<

Currently, she's lives in Vermont with her husband.

Her first novel, A Step from Heaven (which I haven't read), was a National Book Award Finalist & winner of the Michael L. Printz Award. Now, she's working on her third novel, The Fold (if I'm not mistaken..)

OKAY. Now I wanna share my opinion & feelings about the story. Excited!! >.<

This story is actually about a lady named Mina who does everything right in order to please her mother. However, on the inside, she knows the truth that her life is all lies. But when she meets Ysrael, a young migrant worker who works with her father, they fall in love with each other and that is when Mina realizes that she cannot lie anymore especially to Ysrael. So, what does she really want? Choose to please her family or make a different?

If you want to know the ending of the story, you have to read it by yourself.

I can guarantee you, the book is really interesting!

And since she was born in Korea, her writing style is so much influenced by Korean culture (language). For instance the used of 'Uhmma' & 'Uhn-nee' which I believe most of us know the meaning.

From the book, these are few parts that I like the most.

1st: This is what Mina says to Ysrael when he asks her to choose her own life instead of just living to please her mother & family.

"Sometimes it's not about choosing. It's about living up to a dream. It's about trying to please the people you love. I don't think there's anything wrong with that. i mean, my mom can be a pain, but she just wants the best for me."

2nd: Ysrael tells this to Mina when Mina questions about their differences in life and about Ysrael's ex-gf.

"All I know is that I don't want to be with her. I don't look at her and want to memorize every little thing she does. I don't think about ways to write songs for her. or how I can get her to smile. Or worry that she's not looking out for herself enough."s He took a deep breath. "I do that with you."

So? What do you think?

If you want to know more about the author and her books, visit her website.

http://www.anwriting.com

...Sharing the happiness of Sabbath Day with Klang AY....

2011-11-30T18:49:00.000+08:00

Date: 12th November, 2011

I enjoyed having a chance to gather with these people from Klang SDA church.

I've known some of them & get to know few new friends as well.

Not only sharing the fun moments together but we also the knowledge

about about our living & loving God.

I wanna share few of the pictures taken on that day

Upsi + Klang AY

Disclaimer:

All the pictures were not taken by myself

but a friend from Klang, Jaidi Duming (too bad he's not in any of the pictures above..sorry..hehe).

Anyway, Thank you very much for those lovely & beautiful pictures.

The needs of Alteration in Life

2011-11-29T02:36:00.004+08:00

.....................Howdy....................

I just talked with somebody on the phone just now. We talked about many things in life and at the end of the conversation, I realized something. Somehow, I think it's something that I overlooked in myself. Therefore, I just wanna share it with everybody. It depends on you whether to accept the idea or not because I believe all of us have different opinion especially on how we perceive things in life.

Sometimes we tend to think that someone is changing when actually we are the one who are not able to adapt with the changes of situation or condition in our life. Thus, we often blame others for not being able to fulfill our wishes without thinking that we can actually, optimistically adapt with the new situation. Remember that not all things will run smoothly as planned. Somehow, there are times when we need to make some alteration. That's why we always have Plan B or even C.

~Miss QeLLe~

2.21 am, Tue, Nov 29 2011

Poem - Loved One

2011-11-27T16:43:00.000+08:00

Your eyes are pearls,

Your lips are rose...

Your cheeks are supple,

And those slender nose...

Your hands are warm,

And your looks are sweet...

Wherever you go,

My heart chatter and tweets...

You strike me with your eyes,

And kill me with your smile...

Your walks are something like a flow of Nile...

Your words are lyrics, full of care...

Your voice is rhythm,

Ringing in my ear...

When you are around me,

Your presence lingers...

My heart skips a beat,

And I cross my fingers...

I steal your glances,

Watch you smiling...

I keep silent while my feelings are piling...

Written by Sakshi Mulmi Rai

Source: http://www.buzzle.com/articles/loved-one-poem.html

Guys, there's no shortcuts in Life!

2011-11-23T10:57:00.002+08:00

Hi followers & bloggers...

I just wanna share something with ya'll today.

Something to think about, probably you can reflect it to your own life.

I'm not much of a poet/writer but I love reading & writing quotes.

Below is actually a song lyric: To Do Right by Devon Werkheiser

You know what I like about the statement?

Because I think it's absolutely true.

'There's no shortcuts in this life'

Some people thinks that gaining something is easy but

I believe most people think vice-versa.

Life is not easy nor it is too difficult coz' God has promised

not to give us the burden more than our ability to handle it.

Of course we need a little or even a lot of effort to get the thing that we wanted.

Often we'll face difficulties all the way but that way, we'll appreciate that

something more when we finally got it.

Even if the thing is just one step forward,

like it or not

we still need an effort to lift up our legs and move forward.

Yes, 'The road is hard but you gotta try to do right'.

Never give up even after the 100th try because

the 101th might be the moment

God let you to have it.

P/S: God bless all of you. Never say Never ^_^

Girls...Just leave it to God.

2011-11-13T12:35:00.001+08:00

~Girls out there~

The best thing you can do when you feel attracted to a guy is to immediately give your feeling to God:

Lord, thank you for the qualities I see in this guy. Please take my emotions and guard them. Enable me to keep my heart protected for my future husband. If it is Your desire that I enter a relationship with this guy, then I leave the details in Your hands. May I not manipulate or grow impatient, but allow You to remain in complete control. You will be faithful. You care more about this area of my life than even I do.

The guy that you are attracted to might seem like the only Warrior-Poet in existence and you might not be able to imagine living life without him. But the reality is that if he is not the one God wants you to marry, then the guy He has chosen for you will fit your life even more perfectly, and what you esteem in him will be even more than what you see in this guy. Don’t allow your emotions to lead the way – take a step back and surrender them afresh to you loving Father. When your heart is fully yielded to Christ, you will be far more able to discern between His voice and the voice of your own desire.

Disclaimer:

I don't own this piece of advice. I copy it from the internet but I found it very interesting. Therefore, I would like to share this with visitors of my blog.

How much vocabulary do you know?

2011-10-06T13:28:00.002+08:00

While I was searching the materials/information for my project paper, I came across this page in David Nunan's book of 'Practical English Language Teaching' (2003) & got stuck on that page. I did this test and found out that my level of vocabulary knowledge is damn 'low'!!! My goodness!

This is a test for your vocabulary size if you wanna try but firstly, you have to be ready with the result (well, it's a reminder for myself..huh!)

The words at the beginning of the list below are high frequency and the words at the end of the list are very low frequency. Put a check next to each word to which you know the meaning. This short test will help you to get a feeling for how many words you know. Multiply the number of words you know in this list by 500 to find your vocabulary size.

1. Bird
2. Fell
3. Improve
4. Barn
5. Fatigue
6. Kettle
7. Combat
8. Resent
9. Redeem
10. Hurrah
11. Conversion
12. Fixture
13. Accede
14. Avocation
15. Calyx
16. Conclave
17. Hierarchy
18. Monologue
19. Tamper
20. Acanthus
21. Blowout
22. Crupper
23. Gloaming
24. Minnesinger
25. Perpetuity
26. Riffle
27. Behindhand
28. Embolism
29. Angst
30. Blowhard
31. Devolute
32. Envoi
33. Golliwog
34. Neonate
35. Plainchant
36. Astrochemist
37. Nondurables
38. Carboxyl
39. Eyestalk
40. Curragh
41. Gunlock
42. Dipole
43. Rigorism
44. Localist
45. Benchboard
46. Stirabout
47. Hypothallus
48. Doombook
49. Paradiplomatic
50. Poroplastic

So, what's the result?? Personally, it makes me think twice about being an English teacher. Good luck!

**off for project paper**

What Women Expect from Men & What Men Expect from Women

2011-10-05T16:57:00.004+08:00

Hi bloggers....

How are ya'll?

It's been a while...Well, for the sake of keeping my blog active, (hehe) I wanna share something that I found from the internet. It's related to the most common thing in life..Love & Relationship.

What Women Expect From Men

It may be cliche but allow me to say it, men are from Mars and women are from Venus. And just the same, we are all different people with different views and opinions, thus we have different expectations. But what do women expect from men and what are the things that they usually want in a relationship?

Time
Women want to feel important and once they are committed in a relationship, they don't stop planning their lives ahead with complete names for children or an ideal house. A guy should commit to spend time with their girl more than they do with their friends and vices. Just the same, the guy should give enough freedom for his girl to do things on her own or with her girl friends and family.

Honesty and openness
A woman is either afraid of being lied at or overly confident that she would often doubt her man. A man should make it a point to share things with his partner, to return her messages when she asks things, to answer her questions even if it's the "did I gain weight" question or the "is she prettier than me" question. Allow her to know what you are thinking. Women feel confident and proud of their men if they admit what's wrong and whatever it is that bothers them.

Feeling of security
A man does not need to build-up his muscles to make his girl feel safe. Security could mean being financially secure, emotionally secure, or a worry-free relationship. Be a grown-up and stand-up for her. Most women like it when their guys lead the way and have ways to protect her. Note that, not all women are the same. In married couples, the man always makes sure that the wife has something to put up in the table for a complete meal. Be there for her in the toughest and most difficult times even when she's the problem, try to bear with it.

Tender loving care
All girls always love being taken-cared and being treated special. Guys should check on their girls from time to time even if there is now reason. Visit her even when she's not sick and spend time doing things for her like cooking her favorite dish and fixing her things. Girls who grew-up without their fathers usually look for guys who are older than them. This is because they long for a father-figure, thus, they demand more care and attention.

Do unexpected things for her

Girls expect too much from guys sometimes that they get disappointed plenty of times too. Doing things unexpectedly would light up her mood and make her feel loved. Kiss her for no reason or bring her to an expensive restaurant once in a while. Long-time couples sometimes feel too comfortable and ordinary, bringing the girl to a date and reliving the days of courtship is a sweet way to make her know that she’s still that special. Write a letter for her even if it's not your style just ones.

Women are truly different from men but when it comes down to it all, we all just want to be loved.

Sometimes it's the smallest things and gestures that could bring great differences.

Source: http://www.lovetips.com/what-women-expect-from-men.shtml

What Men Expect From Women

Women are often perplexed in their efforts to figure out what men really need to be happy and contented. At the end of the day, Eve's daughters simply shake their heads, shrug their shoulders, and tell themselves that men will always be a complex mystery.

This shouldn't always be the case, however. Since the root of all misunderstandings between the opposite sexes is probably the fact that each party has their own misconceptions about each other, then it's time to set the facts straight. Once and for all, let us examine what men really expect from women.

Men expect women to communicate their thoughts and feelings directly and honestly.

Men don't like it when women make them second-guess their actions. They expect their partner to express herself truthfully, and to verbalize her thoughts and feelings to help him understand her better. They don't like playing emotional charades. If his lady has certain needs and wants that he must fulfill, a man wants to know it straight from her. However, men prefer a gentle, kind and loving way of communication. It will never do to be demanding, whining, and critical of him.

Men expect women to be strong, independent, and self-sufficient.
Men are attracted to confident women. Although a loving relationship is defined by sharing your life with your partner, it is still healthy to maintain a separate identity and not lose your own self. A woman should maintain her own interests, activities, and set of friends. The last thing that she should be is a clingy partner, who cannot function on her own if separated from her man. However, there should still be a balance to this, because men also want to feel needed. Being too independent may make a man fear that his partner is no longer truly committed to him.

Men expect women to be faithful and devoted.
Another common misconception is that men are more likely to commit infidelity in a relationship, so it often the women who are heard as saying that they wished their man would be more faithful and devoted. In reality, no man would want to be cheated and betrayed by his girl as well. When a man is in a relationship, he expects his partner to be committed and willing to make the relationship work out.

Men expect women to know how to treat them right.
Treating them right means knowing how to make them feel good. Men have a need to be praised, appreciated, and supported in their opinions. Stroking his ego once in a while would do him good, as long as it’s done sincerely and not in a patronizing way.

No matter how they resent being baffled by the riddle that is men, towards the end, women still try their best to understand and live in harmony with them. After all, the situation is fairly mutual. Women also have their own set of behaviors that puzzle men to no end.

Source: http://www.lovetips.com/what-men-expect-from-women.shtml

After all,
AGREE OR DISAGREE to these statements is up to you.

Sorry, I’m So Sorry

2011-09-23T17:41:00.000+08:00

Sorry for making you mad
Sorry for everything I said
Sorry for lying to you
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry if I disappointed you
Sorry if I hurt you
Sorry for everything
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry that I liked you
Sorry that you did
Sorry for turning in to a which
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry that I loved you
Sorry that you didn’t
Sorry that we had to fight
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry for still loving you
Sorry you don’t love me
Sorry for ever loving you
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Scary + Bad Experience!!!

2011-07-27T18:29:00.002+08:00

First of all, I wanna say sorry coz’ I’m gonna use broken English + Manglish + Malay + Sabahan slang in this entry…Please bear with it..^^

The other day kan…

I was surfing at Café KHAR at around 8 something using my damn slow-macam-siput lappy...ALONE…I don’t know where the hell r the people coz nobody there, sitting, studying, or whatsoever, but ME. Then, while I was busy with my lesson plan thingy, suddenly a stranger approached me…

@@#$%&*^ (I didn’t know WhatTH did he said because he was talking in a language which I didn’t really picked up….probably Mandarin if I’m not mistaken. Damn my sepet eyes coz it made a lot of people mistakenly thought that I’m a Chinese. No! I’m pure Dusun laa…)

Then I looked at him with a curious + blur face coz I didn’t even know him (of coz la..dah namanya stranger, bengap!) And I told him that I’m not a Chinese. Then, the conversation began (tida ingat sangat ayat2 macamana but it kinda happened like this…tiada tokok tambah tp ada kurang...keh3)

Stranger : Jangan takut. Saya tak makan orang.
Me : ???
Stranger : Boleh sy duduk sini tak?
Me : Boleh (dalam hati…ada banyak kerusi kat café ni, so dia boleh duk suka hati dia laa)

Tapi dia pegi pula duduk sebla aku… Aku pula no feeling at first and continue doing my stuff.

Stranger : Student ke?
Me : A’ah (pretending to concentrate on my lappy..)
Stranger : Course ape? Sem brape? Name ape?

Aku pun mula la bengang. Kenapa la org ni tiba2 tanya macam mo soal siasat aku pula..And aku tamba bengang bila dia tanya ni..

Stranger : PNGK brape??
Me : Eh, apesal ko nak tau pula?
Stranger : Bagitau la..
Me : Biasa2 je (looking at my lappy…langsung tak pandang dia)
Stranger : Bagitau la…pandangla saya..pandangla saya..

Dah la org bengang ngan dia, dia suru pula pandang muka dia..Tym tu aku dah mula seram..takut..control perasaan…tengok kiri kanan…nasib baik ada la juga orang lalu lalang sikit…so, perasaan takut tu kurang sikit. Dalam fikiran aku tym tu…gilaa aku mo tengok mata dia..nnt dia pukau aku….soooo…aku tak tengo langsung muka dia..Aku x jawab pun..Tiba2..

Stranger : Kamu suke tak saya pandang?
Me : Sy tak suka kena pandang. Sy tak selesa.
Stranger : Kamu suke kan…Saya suke pandang kamu…

OMG!!! WHO THE HELL are you??? I was screaming inside…and gelabah pun ada juga..tp aku pun bodoh juga napa x lari cepat2…aku ingat mo teruskan pencarian materials aku untuk class sok..

Stranger : Sebelum kamu habis, sebelum posting, biarlah saya pandang kamu. Saya nak buat kamu happy.
Me : Tak payah pandang la. Sy tak suka! (intonation mula kasar)
Azan berkumandang pula…then sy cakap la..
Me : Azan dah ni. Kamu tak solat ke? (Tujuan nak halau)
Stranger : Nnt habis azan ni saya solat la..Boleh tak?
Me : Apesal tanya sy pula. Suka hati kamu la!
Stranger : Hah, suka hati saya la..(sambil gelak2..sereemmm deh!!) Saya nak tengok kamu pun suka hati saya kan.

Aku suda bersedia untuk angkat kaki bila dia cakap lagi..

Stranger : Kamu suke sy pandang kan…Belum lagi sy SENTUH.

Aku punya la panas, bengang, seram, gelabah, takut, benci, geram, marah!!!! Semua ada..

Me : Ko jangan macam2 ma saya!! (Keluar bahasa Sabah saya..)
Stranger : Tak..tak..saya tak macam2..blablablabla…takut ke? (suda x dgr pa dia ckp)

Aku ambil lappy, masukkan dalam beg dan trus blah…aku pun x dengar lagi pa orang tu cakap … Lari trus sa balik rumah..Sampai ruma, badan masi shaking, jantung masi bedegup kencang..aku ceta la ngan Oly....and then ceta ngan bf…dia pula lagi la cakap pasal pukau2….tamba la aku takut….He said….i’m lack of self defense…huhuhu…huh!!! AKU JARA!!! Strangers keep on approaching and made me afraid to death..,FUCK OFF!!!

P/S: Just beware girls…some strangers might really come to you and ‘pukau’ you without you realizing it (eh, of coz la we wont realize kan)…Pray for ourselves that we won’t encounter that kind of psycho…

again (for me)… Gosh!!

20 things girls wants guys to know ^^

2011-07-20T00:46:00.002+08:00

1. We love it when you cuddle with us

2. A kiss on the cheek is a definite yes

3. We want you to put your arm around us at the movies

4. we don't care if you are the strongest guy in the world

5. Size doesn't matter so don't tell us

6. We don't always look at our best so get over it

7. We shouldn't have to plan everything

8. We are always ready to talk, so call us

9. We are not perfect so deal with it

10. We love surprises

11. The little things you do mean the most

12. We are not always girly girls

13. We can like boy stuff too

14. Cursing & fighting don't impress us

15. Don't be mean to us to get our attention

16. Don't tell us who is hot because we don't care (it's a lie..lol^^)

17. We can tell when you are not listening so listen up

18. When we say we are cold, that's our invitation to come closer

19. Hugs means more sometimes

20. Sometimes we just need you to listen when we are complaining

P/S:

Found this in the internet and somehow I agree with most of the statements^^

Ripleys Believe It or Not!!! ^^

2011-07-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

This is what we do when we meet a make up artist called 'Adie'.

Hehehehe

He's very talented & i'm so jelous of him being able to do this kind of job

even me as a woman also don't know how to make up. *sigh*

I never do any heavy make up before so let's look at the result...(mostly edited)

(Yes, I know..I know...just look...ahahhaa)

Gothic look...is it?? I'm just saying...LOL

trying to pose but failed!!

wif Olivia..:)

2nd TIME

Promoting Adie's Bridal Gown

Posing keras...x pandai begaya...hahaha

Yeay...this is my friend, Adie de' Make Up Artist ^^

P/S:

Find out more about his work by clicking the link below:-

http://adiethemakeupartist.blogspot.com/

Emptiness

2011-06-30T20:36:00.002+08:00

*I feel empty*

My life back in HIGH SCHOOL~

2011-06-27T19:36:00.001+08:00

Sa rindu masa-masa ni tau...huhuhu ^^

Sa rindu mo balik p zaman ni yang teda masalah. Ada juga la..

Tapi yang personal matters ja la (biarlah rasia kan..hihihi)

Sa rindu mo begila ma kawan2 sa yg gila juga. Susa mo cari kawan2 macam durang bah.

I mean susa mo cari geng yg satu kepala. Ada pun satu dua urang ja.

So, macam kurang sikit la Fun dia bilang urang.Tapi kan...balik2 cakap Reunion, teda ja ni yang jadi.

UPSET!!

Tunggu sa kaya dulu la betul2 baru buat reunion. Alang2 betul kan. haha..Banyak tul tau kenangan sa d sana.

Eh, I forgot to mention pula kan 'di sana' tu d mana.Di SASS ku yang tercinta la bah..mana lagi sa skula..

Nasib tym tu, blum ada 'photography fever'. Kalo inda, sa rasa 1 tera hardisk pun tia cukup tu mo save2 gambar d sana. Baru cam classic pun belambak suda. kan...ishh..apa la yg sa merepek ni..

So, sa mo la konon share sikit2 kenangan2...aiseyy..ahaha..

Sa sama c Nathan...telebih edit ni gambar..tp tida pa....yg penting masi buli kanal lg..^^,

Ni gambar tym kami camping d Dantai ni..wit my bro n my gfs...ChoQ & Anna

Hahaha...ni paling manang la..Form 1 punya pic..baru mo blajar lap ingus ni..

Ni kunun2 cubaan mo menari MAGUNATIP ba ni tym kawin kaka c Choq..

Ni pun test2 menari kunun..baju sa la paling striking sana tau...ish2

Masa ni sa jadi monitor asrama. So, ni la sa punya rakyat2..hehehe...sa rindu durang oo...:(

Ni before pg church..cantik ba tu pokok d blakang..tengah mekar gituee....(euuww...ahaha)

This one agak2 telebih juga edit dia..kasi kurang cikit tu jerawat2 batu d muka sa..ahahaha...with ChoQ & Haimee

Tym my graduation (2005). With the boys. Rindu dorang juga...

Hahahha..yg ni in my room. These girls are crazy!!! including me. How i miss them so much!!

OMG..I'm so fat!!

During my graduation..with my 'twin bro' (LOL) and my family...

sebelum p class...yg baju puti skirt maroon tu form 6 students. yang lain2 tu suma pakai mcm kami..

ni dengan sir kami yg paling hensem...hehehee...Sir Danel..

mandi laut~

We are Master Guides yang tidak berjaya..ahahaha

Pathfinder fair

Begaya dulu sama c Anna

Gambar atas & bawah: gambar tym mo menari...

With my bestie - Choco

Ini la muka sa dulu2...BUNGAS!! hahahhaa

Kanapa ni lucu???? ahahahhaa...Rock bebeh!

P/S:

Bila la mo jumpa kawan2 lama ni..ba..kalo ada masa jumpa2 laba kita...sebelum sa kawin..ahaahha..

MISS U OL!!!

Thank You

2011-06-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

There are times

When the only thing that I need to hear is

Just these two simple words

"THANK YOU"

My Favourite Quotes of All Time

2011-06-25T16:54:00.002+08:00

Yes, it's true. A girl or a woman will try to look as good as she can

in front of you when she is in love with you

even though you would say, it doesn't matter how she looks like.

I'm revealing the women's secret here. Take note ^^

I do agree with this...Sometimes things fall apart

to let the new good things come in the way.

I think, this is how love should be.

It's all about trust, love, acceptance, giving chances.

Without this, there won't be a good relationship.

Of course there's no perfect relationship without no hard times

but with all the good qualities being applied in one another,

I believe that it will work.

Why should you regret something that you ever wanted?

Things that you ever wanted, you ever choose.

Be grateful that once it made you smile.

Sometimes, we are afraid of taking chances without knowing that

we are actually strong enough to take the risks.

Only when we are in a desperate situation, when things that you wouldn't want to do

is the only thing that you can do at the moment,

Then only you realize how strong you really are.

Many people say that it hurts the most when you wait for something

that you know it's impossible to happen.

But for me, it hurts more when you have to give up

on something you ever long for.

Why should be with someone who doesn't make you happy

or doesn't make you feel comfortable

when actually you can find someone who you can depends on?

Life is all about creating yourself, your imagination, your dreams,

your desire, your satisfaction.

It's not about finding who you are

when you yourself doesn't even have a slightest idea about yourself.

Sometimes, you may feel regret for everything that doesn't go as planned.

But why should you be?

Because there's always a reason for whatever happened in the past.

Most people will realize the important things in their life

only when it disappear from their sight.

However, sometimes things that we want need a little more effort

before we really can see it.

Sometimes, it's hard to do this when you feel like there's no chance

even if you keep on trying. But, it's best to never give up on

someone you never be able to forget until there's really a need for you to let go.

Without failure, we won't be able to discover the right things to do in our life.

Hence, learning to accept the failure will lead you to a successful life.

This is a good quote to be remembered when you feel like giving up

on your precious life coz' God never promise that life will be easy but

He did promise that it will never be beyond your reach.

Tears from the heart

2011-06-25T16:23:00.002+08:00

It's hurt when I tried to think that it's never gonna work between us

I never think of going to another direction

Meeting you is the best thing that ever happen in my life

Sharing our life together

In times of good or bad

Trying to stay by your side most of the time..

How can I live without you

When we spent so much time together

That I can't even remember a day without you

But how could I live alone now?

Tell me how to, I beg you...

If one day you really are leaving...

Then lie...

Let's meet tomorrow and meet me with a smile

Then say that you were joking about breaking up

Coz' how could I let you go if you're planning to leave

but still trying to fix my heart so that I can at least live on painlessly

Never....

What are you according to your BIRTHDAY ?? (Repost)

2011-06-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE

Don't forget to scroll down to see what it says about you.

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass

January 10 - 24 ~ Slug

January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach

February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite

February 06 – 14 ~ Bullfrog

February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk

February 22 - 28 ~ Snake

March 01 - 12 ~ Ape

March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach

March 16 – 23 ~ Slug

March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite

April 01 - 03 ~ Ass

April 04 – 14 ~ Snake

April 15 - 26 ~ Slug

April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk

May 01 - 13 ~ Slug

May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog

May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach

June 01 - 03 ~ Slug

June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk

June 15 - 20 ~ Ass

June 21 - 24 ~ Ape

June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite

July 01 - 09 ~ Slug

July 10 – 15 ~ Ass

July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog

July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite

August 01 – 15 ~ Ape

August 16 - 25 ~ Slug

August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk

September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog

September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite

September 28 - 30 ~ Ass

October 01 - 15 ~ Ape

October 16 – 27 ~ Skunk

October 28 – 31 ~ Snake

November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach

November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite

December 01 - 16 ~ Ass

December 17 - 25 ~ Ape

December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are a Ass : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!!That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation where you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... Hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You love peace too. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Bullfrog: You sym! Blaze a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch of you people are!!!

P/S:

Hahaha..i was born on 4th of July 1989..still young ma..hehehe..so im a Slug..ehemmm..."CUTE AND ATTRACTIVE" mo kena highlight juga..sapa yg mo puji kalau bukan diri sendiri kan..hahahah..but SENSITIVE...benar juga nie..hehehe...what about u??

Life as a Trainee Teacher ^^

2011-06-11T00:40:00.002+08:00

Howdy,

It's Saturday! So, first of all, Happy Sabbath to my SDA friends....

Today, I feel like talking about my recent life in SMK Kalumpang.

It's been 3 weeks after my practical started.

I've faced so many new things like teaching (I mean real teaching...)

I've experienced being angry with the students. Well, it's not easy to control my temper since

I'm quite a bad-tempered kind of person ^^

I've spent my time with the students, chatting, joking...etc..etc...

And Form 1 students are sure very cute especially the boys.

Why?? Because they are very small. Hehehe..Compared to the girls that are more matured (physically lah..)

I like talking to them because they sound so innocent to me. They like to compete with each other. They also like to show off especially to me. Sometimes I do feel like they are not satisfied with me for some simple reasons such as I do not call their name and ask them to answer my questions. Haha..

Isn't that adorable??? (^_^)

Moreover, I've tried marking my students' exam papers.

Hahaha...It's not funny...It's hilarious!!! (quoted from someone..) ^^

Actually, they are intelligent, they have the ideas. It's just that, they don't have the language.

It's fun!!

Emm...Let's not prolong my nonsense talk (??) here...

Wanna share few pictures with you..Check it out!!

Adie termenung mengenang nasib Kelas Peralihan yg dia jaga^^

Oly & Aida yg sentiasa ceria...^^

Audrey, Aida & Raja

Kak Ros & Naz

Oly & Raja bersama Yang Mulia Said..^^

Tu dia...YDP MPP kita yg paling bersemangat!!

Mr.Saharuddin (My mentor) and the other teachers

Both of them have good sense of humor..makes me laugh all the time!! ^_^

Choir led by Miss Audrey

During the Teacher's Day activity..

The ladies..^^

With Teacher Rita..Sadly, she was transferred to another school.

P/S:

I'm looking forward for more interesting events happening in the future. 11 more weeks to go before it ends. I'm hoping to get more knowledge and experiences while I'm there.

I love teaching even though sometimes I feel like I wanna give up.

But, it's my responsibility (chewah..bluekkk!! hahaha) as a teacher-to-be.

Lastly, may God bless you and me. May He will give us strength, wisdom, and understanding to face every little thing that happens in our life.

Nokosuai Ginawo Ku (My heart has changed)

2011-06-10T13:03:00.002+08:00

Nokosuai Ginowo Ku

Felix Agus

Nung id maso masod toruhai diti

(If this time around)

Koboros okud tumongkiad diya

(I tell you that I'm leaving you)

Kada noh koruol o ginawo nu

(Don't be offended)

Tu iti noh ralan pilion ku

(Because this is the path that I've chosen)

Id pomusarahan ku nopo daa

(Actually I'm thinking)

Au oku noh sipogihum do suai

(I don't want anybody other than you)

Nga au ku nokoilod ti ginawo ku

(But I don't know why but my heart)

Tu suminimban ie dii pamah

(It changed)

Chorus:

Nokotongkiad osku diad toruhai

(We've been apart for a while)

Iri nod nokosuai ginawoku

(That's when my heart changed)

Otopot noh kanto o boros do tulun

(Maybe it's true what others say)

Sodu id mato, sodu nogi id ginawo

(Far in the eyes, far in the heart also)

Uludon ku o hopod tunturu ku

(With my ten fingers)

Mokiampun okud kumaa diya

(I want to apologize)

Mimang yoho noh matu'i nakasala

(It's probably my mistake)

Apatut nod katagadan nu

(You deserve to be angry)

P/S:

This is a song by Felix Agus, a popular Dusun singer from The Land Below the Wind. (^_^) Well, I've given the translation below each row of the song. It's a direct translation so I hope you can still understand it. Hehehe... This song is in my mother tongue but I'm not very good in this (I mean speaking). However, I can understand it very well. And btw, I'm sorry for the cover. I like to sing while playing my guitar but I'm not a good singer. Hahaha..So, don't mind the video. You can find this song in You Tube.

This is one of his live performance: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HXXVj7AR018

Something popped-in my mind...

2011-06-05T22:46:00.002+08:00

Howdy...

Recently, I'be been reading stuffs from the Internet concerning my own religion. I'm a Seventh-day Adventist believer by the way. I'm not that..what do we call..an 'expert' in this area but I do believe in my belief. I read about the issue on the Bible used by Seventh-day Adventist followers. Most of the former believers said that the SDAs are using 'The Clear Word Bible' as a revision to their belief and to things that they should or should't follow.

I kept on reading the reviews from few people. I also watched some reviews from YouTube about the used of 'The Clear Word Bible'. Most of them are saying that the Adventist followers are using this book as their 'Bible'. But lastly, I reviewed on the official website of Seventh-day Adventist and I found my answer to this misconception, I would say...

'....the Clear Word Bible is printed by an Adventist publishing house, it is not endorsed nor commissioned by Seventh-day Adventist Church, but is the private enterprise of an individual. The Adventist Church does not use the Clear Word edition, which includes passages from Ellen G. White's writings, for its worship services and Bible studies around the world, but quotes from well known and well accepted Bible translations in the various languages. In the English language for example, the church uses the King James Version, the Revised Standard Version, the New American Bible, the New International Version, and others.'

Wanna know more?

Go to this link:

http://adventist.org.au/about_adventists/misconceptions/clear_word_bible

Therefore, I would say that all the reviews are actually based on one's opinions or beliefs. Actually, I'm reading all this stuffs because I'm kinda curious on what other people think about my religion/belief and from what I found out, it's really based on oneself whether or not to accept things around them. It depends on ourself to determine the path that we should walk in. There are many different beliefs in this world and it is up to you to decide but I believe every religion teaches us to do good to others. As for me, I believe in what I believed. So, I'm not saying that I will be saved by God for the fact that I am an Adventist follower but I truly believe that God knows and accepts the people who believe in Him and choose Him as their Saviour. In fact, God loves everybody since we all are His creation no matter how different we are from each other...I mean, we feel like we are different from each other when actually God sees us as the same..God bless every body...

Everlasting memories....

2011-05-29T18:20:00.003+08:00

Looking at those freshies....

Young and excited, they might feel a little nervous..

or even sad for leaving their family back home..

Yes, I saw a lady crying just now with her mom (maybe) behind, tried to stop her..

Well, it makes me remember the very first time when I came to Tanjong Malim, Perak.

It was lucky for those who came with their family but I was alone...

Coming to this place without knowing anybody whom I can rely on

and...it was my first plane experience...hehehe..(^_^)

Do you know what I feel back then??

It's a 'cocktail' of feelings

Happy-Sad-Excited-Nervous-Brave-Strong-etc

I felt those emotions which I never ever felt before..

It's tiring, it's troublesome, it's frightening...

But yet I must face it all alone,without complaining since it's my first choice to come here after all..

However, I'm used to these kind of situations actually.

I'm not saying that I am able to survive alone in this world but what I mean is, I am an independent person.

I've been in the boarding school which was 100 miles ^^ away from my hometown.

I have to organize myself so that I will be able to pull it through 'till the end.

I've experienced many hardships along my way and it makes me even stronger.

So, coming to a new place like this isn't a problem to me at all.

However, I actually didn't came alone, but along with some of my friends from my previous school and all of us were coming by ourself.

It's not that we wanted to, but we had to...

My first picture that was taken when I came to Tg. Malim
(My Matrix Card photo)

And after a while...I became acquainted with these people...

My course mates (some of them are not in this pic)

With Fara Fluffy

With Din & Ken (Ken masih slim time nie...hehehe..and so am I, I guess...ehhehe)

with Kevin

With Yantie (she's still with her braces...)

My closest friend, Oly

With Diva Zack...(^_^)

with Fifie...
Yea, right..I was once a red-headed girl..hohoho

My first time attending Teslian Night (actually no preparation, so I just bought the skirt and shirt...hehehe)
Gosh, I used to be small too...(compared to my big belly now..huhuhu)

After two semesters in UPSI, I was sent to UMS for an exchange student programme (only for 1 semester then I'm back to UPSI)

There...I had to mingle around with people who already have their own clans..

I tell you, it's not easy..

Me myself had to be an easygoing person, friendly, warm, reachable or....

simply 'hail-fellow-well-met' type of person

in order for me to survive in a new environment, new place, new circumstances, new friends, new lectures...

With my coursemates..They are nice & friendly...

With Diela & Afza during Tamu Gadang in UMS

My course mates in UMS...I miss them so much..huhu

Impromptu-model in action..ehhehehe...Atau & Pen

With Aresa....After our EDU class...

with Atai...
phew..I miss wearing jeans and t-shirt to class....
Unfortunately, UPSI won't allow me to wear this kind of attire...>.<

Lepak-ing after class...Nice view, right?

Well....well....well

Now I'm in Semester 7 and currently doing my practical in SMK Kalumpang.

A small teacher with her big students....

We won a game during Teacher's Day..
what a big hamper for a very simple game..ehehe

I've faced many bad things...good things....

But all of these are gonna be the best memories of my 'adolescence life'

Memories that will be kept in my 'brain-storage' forever

No matter how bad or good it is

I'm gonna treasure it everlastingly.

~LOVE MY LIFE~

Sometimes, things are better left untold....

2011-05-19T21:35:00.003+08:00

Sometimes,

Things are better left untold

Coz’ it hurts knowing something

Way beyond my expectation

Things I never think of happening

Or it’s just me

Trying to console my very own hearts

‘That’s not gonna happen’

When it’s actually bump right in front of my eyes

Sometimes,

Things are better left untold

Coz’ knowing things out of the blue...unforeseen...
Exceptionally displeasing

What hurts the most?

Yes, it’s being so close

Yet he misses somebody else

Misses the arguments with others

Hates it with me

Expecting others

Thousand excuses with me

Pursuing others

Neglecting me

Sometimes,

Things are better left untold

Coz’ expecting something but failed miserably

Wounded the fragile heart

Uncontrollable

Unmanageable

Incorrigible

Sometimes,

Things are better left untold

Coz' it hurts me the most

knowing something I shouldn't know

Damn, I hate it!!!

~Be a Butterfly~

2011-05-18T20:49:00.001+08:00

GIRLS out there....

Love Hurt???

2011-05-14T19:03:00.007+08:00

Howdy....

Sometimes, me myself....confused between love and the other feelings that hurts me...
Love hurts?? No, I don't think so.....God created love as one of the most beautiful thing in this world.
Why would it be something negative?
But when it comes to the reality, I think most of us ever feel that
'LOVE' is painful..cruel..etc...
Truthfully....Love is never a bad thing...

Yea,

.....Love doesn't have to hurt.....

P/S:

She laugh at my jokes,

She touched by my romance,

She cries for my misery,

She loves me unconditionally..

Am I changed?? No, I'm entirely a different person..

That's what he feel.

Love hurts??

ABSOLUTELY NOT

LOVE is the one makes us STAY

no matter what the condition is...

I never hope something good to end.

I love you yesterday, I love you today, I love you tomorrow

and tomorrow....and tomorrow.....(^_^)

~How about another boredom-killing-me-softly post~

2011-05-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

Howdy...

It's been a while..I'm not gonna continue the previous post even though I said 'to be continued'...simply because I'm just....I don't...I'm LAZY..hoho..

I'm not actually 'free' that I am able to update this so-called blog but I'm out of idea to start my practicum report and the lesson plans as well. Well, it's my second day of no-teaching-session since I just got my time table today. And guess what?

I got Form 1 classes and my mentor said that both of the classes are the last class so...I don't know..Maybe it's okay just to suffer 'a lil bit' (hopefully..huhu)

Not really sure actually whether I'm qualified to be a teacher.

Am I a teacher??? (I mean future teacher)

It's actually TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE

but

IT'S TRUE!!!

omg omg omg omg omg

It's no use hoping this practicum ends A.S.A.P because sooner or later we will still be in this environment for many-many years......(Until the day I die - Story of the Year)

Unless you wanna change your profession then it's your choice, right?

Urgghh....

My post is so boring..I know..

However, wish me luck and all the best to those who are doing their practicum too

especially my course mates...

See ya'll next semester ya!!

These are some of the pictures during my Macro teaching practice the other day.
This is one of the classes that I will be teaching....

Look, the student is taller than me!!

P/S: Money!!!!!!!! I need-e money right now!!!!!

It's Time To Assess You!!! (contains video)

2011-04-28T07:41:00.001+08:00

I just feel like sharing few of the videos that was recorded during that day...eh, night...

Enjoy yourself (if you can enjoy..hehehe)

Leave comments....

Btw, the quality of videos will be far from good coz I converted it into 3GP since the size of the videos are quite big...However, the audio is still the same..Dun wory, b happy..hehehe..

Okay..First and foremost...

MOST FAVE OF THE NIGHT

~My friend Qayum~

~My Friend Sant~

~My Friend Nyo~

~My Friend Dolly~

~My Friend Apex~

Featuring myself...muahahhaa....

Actually I have few more videos to share but I'm in a rush for my last paper at 9am today....hehehehe...so,

See ya'll in the next entry...

TO BE CONTINUE.....

What I've learnt in Guitar Application Class?

2011-04-22T15:55:00.003+08:00

Howdy.................

I don't know why but it seems like I have more time online-ing during this exam week compare to the other weeks.Wow, I'm proud of myself...hehehe...Well, I just finished reading few notes for my exam tomorrow.

~REFLECTION IN CLASSROOM PRACTICE~

and ya, I read the whole slides but yet couldn't understand a bit..(yea, I'm lying...of coz' I understand a bit while reading...after closing it...'blurrkk'...It's all gone..)

So, I think I better rest myself by blogging...It's been a while since I last updated this page, right..It has been quite a busy semester for me (but still managed to enjoy myself which then leads me to my condition right now --> I'M BROKE...huhuhu)..And I'm insanely crazy because of the last minute assignments given by some of the lectures..*sigh*...

However, I enjoyed myself doing one of the assessments which was for my Guitar Application Class..I did learnt lots of new things from that class. Thanks to En. Raja (our lecturer) and some of his 'assistants' (hehe), En. Wan & En. Busu for sharing their knowledge and experiences. Well, if you ask me what did I learnt for the whole semester?? I can list it..(^_^)

1. Learnt few basic guitar chords

2. Learnt to play a song entitled L.O.V.E by Nat Cole King (sung by Frank Sinatra)

3. Learnt to create our own song

4. Learnt to do some 'plucking techniques'

5. Learnt basic techniques for the genre of 'blues' (and some other genres)

6. Learnt to organize events (We organized an event called 'Guitar Summit' along with the Popular Music students)

7. Learnt to tune the guitar

8. Learnt about few famous guitar players all around the world (and I chose Jimi Hendrix for my presentation)

9. Learnt to eat in the class

10. Learnt to escape the class

11. Learnt to snap-snap pictures in the class

12. Learnt to make friends in the class

13. Learnt to.....oppsss...terkeluar dari tajuk.....Kesimpulannya, banyak sa dapat belajar ba...hehehe

And now, it's time for me to share some pictures...Enjoy!!

These are some of my classmates..

Introducing....errr.....I forgot his name..huhu

Introducing Talented Apex

Introducing Diya de' gorgeous

Introducing Dolly de' Palapes

Introducing Faruq de' Pak Polisi

Introducting Fiq de' cameraman

Introducing Kema de' beauty

Introducing Nyo de' Rugby Player

Introducing Qayum de' Singer

Introducing Sant de' Professional

Introducing Sumiran de' Presidente'

and of coz' me, myself and I

Qelle' de' Poser-holic

And then of course our beloved Mr. Raja de' Sporting-man...hehehehe

Few pictures more.....

Enjoying themselves assessing us....(actually dorang kasi ketawa ja kami...hukhukhuk)

P/S: So, this is the end of my entry today....jumpa di lembaran yang akan datang ya...Good luck for your exam!!!

Professor Rod Ellis in de' house!!

2011-03-10T14:58:00.002+08:00

Last Monday - Tuesday (7th-8th March), our department of English held a conference (English Language Conference) with PROFESSOR ROD ELLIS as the guest speaker. He is a deputy head of the Department of Applied Language Studies and Linguistics at the University of Auckland, New Zealand. Since 1980, Professor Ellis has authored more than 30 books and 100 articles on second language acquisition (Wikipedia). During the conference, he gave a talk on his own research and one thing that I remember the most was when he said, ‘Noam’s Chomsky’s experiments are useless for language teachers’...(Motif???) He also gave some workshops on grammar, discourse analysis and second language acquisition as well.

Prof. Rod Ellis

I became the usherette for the day along with some of my friends (Oly, Lien, Tony, Kevin, Sharon, Ken, and some of the juniors). OMG...Seriously...It was a very tiring day because we had to stand and greet the participants for almost half a day. We had to assist all the participants to their respective rooms for their presentation. I was not able to attend any presentation on the first day due to the ‘ad-lib’ responsibilities that I had to do. Fortunately, on the second day of the conference, I manage to listen to 2 presentations done by my lectures, Dr. Raja Syafinaz & Mr. Zain. I am glad that I can attend those 2 presentations because at least I gain some knowledge particularly on the lecturer’s perception towards us as students. From the talk, I found out that undergraduate students are very weak in writing journal article review...

(Geez...What a boring story to read...)

Actually, my main intention of posting this entry is just to ‘show-off’ some pictures that were taken on that event. Hehehe..So, enjoy....J

Tony & Kevin

Oly, Me, Sharon

(Pic quite blurr...)

Si Pendek dan Si Panjang

Paying 'full attention' during the seminar (haha...)

Oly & I at one of the booths

The pictures below are 'After event session'

P.I.M.P

(Paling Ikhlas Minta Puji)

P/S:

Even though I was exhausted-to-death on that day, I still enjoyed being one of the usher & usherettes in that big conference because.....Free food (3x per day) was provided...LOL...Looking forward to...coming exciting events throughout this semester...

When...

2011-02-11T04:46:00.003+08:00

When I kept quiet,

It doesn't mean that I don't care.

When I didn't say things out,

It doesn't mean that I don't mind.

When I allow you to do anything,

It doesn't mean that I like what you did.

When I joke around with you,

It doesn’t mean that I take things for granted.

When I say ‘It’s okay’,

It doesn’t mean that I am as positive as the answer.

When I am angry and ask you to stay away,

It doesn’t mean that I want you to disappear.

When I disobey your words,

It doesn’t mean that I don’t respect you.

When I give you freedom,

It doesn’t mean that I don’t want to be heeded.

When I allow you to be with your friends,

It doesn’t mean that I want to be forgotten.

When I appeared calm,

It doesn’t mean that I am not suffering.

Apparently, things that you see is not always the thing that you thought it is. Sometimes, it is way more complicated than what you actually think about.

04:47am Friday 11/02/2011

~Pervert Lady~

2011-02-10T01:16:00.001+08:00

One day, a middle-aged woman gives a rent of her room for a young man who’s doing a research in her village. One night, the young man is about to take his bath. Well, you know this kind of traditional bathroom in a rural area. Plus, with his good looking face makes the owner of the room, the middle-aged woman, feels somewhat ‘different’ and tend to peek while he is showering. Unfortunately, the young man caught her up for the first time. However, she keeps on doing the same thing and being caught again for the second time. The young man gets irritated so when the third time he caught out the woman is snooping over him, he gives her a warning....

“If you keep on stagging me, I’ll rape you!!”

Then the woman put out her small finger and says...

“PROMISE ME??”

Busyness always comes after `relax-ness`

2011-02-07T01:18:00.003+08:00

Hi bloggers....

This is my pic back in UMS (library)

Yeah, it's me again..Talking about nonsense stuff going on around me.Since I deactivated my dearest Facebook account, I became more devoted to blog. Wow-ness for me! I should get a 'fete' by now...Hehehe... Huh, the holiday is over now, so I have to be more diligent, shouldn't I? My assignments had been to 'Pangkor Island' or maybe 'Langkawi Island' or at least 'Sungai Samak' for the whole 1 week semester break...kihkihkih...OMG!! I have soooo many assignments to wind up in 10 weeks time (slow reaction towards assignments...*sigh*). How I hope this brain of mine will function 10 times faster than the usual 'slow-motion nous'.

List of my assignments:

1. Guitar Application class - Create 2 songs & Pair-work presentation

2. EST - Group Reading Portfolio

3. Micro/Macroteaching - Micro presentation, Macro presentation, Classroom practice

4. Reflection in Classroom Practice - Group Presentation, Classroom practice, Journal writing

5. Postcolonial Literature - Group & Individual Assignments

6. Malaysian Literature - Group presentation & Individual Assignments

FYI, I'm not proud of myself..hukhukhuk...Can you imagine how STRESSED I am now?? Even though physically I may look very calm...Am I?? (Well, it's your fault for delaying your own work!!! But I....I cannot think of any definite things unless it's a last minute of thinking process...I'm waiting for my so-called adrenalin to arouse..) Hey, I'm talking to myself right now, and maybe I'm out of my mind...huarghhhhh....

Onea and I...This is what happen when you stressed ur brain too much

So, it's gonna be busy for the coming weeks. I gotta stop now, having so much assignments, I still have time to write something in this. I need a reward, or at least pay me~ Heh!

All the best, peers!! Gambateh!!

~Another boredom-killing day~

2011-02-05T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hi bloggers....

Photoholic-me in the bus otw to KL

I just came back from KL today with him. Actually my bestie, Ana and I planned to go somewhere during this holiday to release this real boredom we shared from the beginning of the break. Hehehe...We intended to go to places where we can have fun swimming and 'flirting' (hehehe) like Pangkor Island, Langkawi Island, Sunway Lagoon, Sungkai etc. Wow, what a plan right? Unfortunately, we end up going to a place which we didn't even plan to go since we are actually trying to avoid ourself from....SHOPPING....we went to Times Square (However, it turns out to be `fortunately'...hehehe). Phewww, the people must be bored to see the same faces every week but that's okay. I give them money so, don't complain!! (hehe)

Me and Ana

We promised to go at 10 am but then she had to wait for his boyfriend so I had to move first since somebody is waiting for me already (Hey, I already told you we will arrive at around 11 something??) So, it's not my fault... Hehehe...

Did you wait long enough?? hehehe....

At first, Ana and I wanted to go for a movie together but I end up watched 'The Green Hornet' with him. Well, about the movie..Not bad..Even though we first argued about watching it in 3D or not (Why don't you tell me earlier that you want to watch it in 3D?? I thought you want to watch it in 3D too because you watch it with me, so you have to choose the best...) Again, who's fault? Sorry babe, this is the best I can give...(Kidding...hehe)...However, we still had fun watching it together. Ana??? She's gone with her 'boss'. I didn't want to 'kacau daun' either so, we actually went on separate ways.

This is the trailer of the movie. Just in case you haven't watch it, GO AND WATCH NOW, I recommend. Hehehe...It's FUN!! And don't forget to bring popcorn along coz you might feel hungry while watching it (Like me. Damn!! I never feel hungry at night before but suddenly...I think it's the effect of eating every night since the holiday started)..Okay, let's continue. The story is about a guy named...errr....ow..Brit Reid..acted by Seth Rogen, a son of LA's largest newspaper fortune. He doesn't know anything about the business until the day when he has to handle the company himself because his father died being stung by a bee. The fun begins when his father's former mechanic, Kato (Jay Chou) appeared. The enforces a phenomenon called 'The Green Hornet' which intends to help the people around the city. But their power arouses the anger of the chief criminal in the city named Chudnofsky (Which end up being Bloodnofsky...haha). He united all the gangs under his power and try to destroy 'The Green Hornet'. They end up.......(You have to watch it and feel the fun by yourself...Although apparently I've stated almost all of the important scenes from the movie ..sorry.. hehehe)

And the thing that I avoid the most.....is really irresistable...huhuhu...

I bought myself a t-shirt from ROMP (one of my fav brands), pants and a sleeveless...Wuarghh....How can I avoid it..It's just....ME...hehe..

So, that's just what had happen to me today maybe as 'penutup tirai' for this semester break. Looking forward to many more holidays to come...opps...($_$)

P/S: Don't mind my conversation with him coz we are in this kind of relationship where he can call me ~~bitch~~ and I can call him ~~mothafucka~~ and we're still together. Hehehe...(Sorry boipren.)After all, I had a good time..(^_^) (Don't try this at home everybody or else you'll get dumped...hikhikhik)

Lady Gaga's 'Meat Dress'

2011-02-02T11:40:00.002+08:00

This was the dress worn by Lady Gaga during the Video Music Awards last year. It was completely a real meat (Beef) dress designed by Franc Fernandez. According to him, it took about 50 pounds of meat to make this dress. It has become a controversy which was probably intended. PETA issued that Gaga's meat ensemble (dress, boots, purse, hat) was likely hopping with little worms: "Meat is the decomposing flesh of a tormented animal who didn't want to die, and after a few hours under the TV lights, it would smell like the rotting flesh it is and likely be crawling in maggots — not too attractive, really."

In response to this issue, Gaga said that the outfit intended to protest against the way the army of America treats gay soldiers. She said that lesbian, bisexual and gay people can serve in the U.S military as long as they don't reveal their sexual orientation.

P/S: For me, It's just disgusting to wear a dress made from meat (Yuckkk!!). In fact, not only the dress but all the other accessories like shoes, hair band, bag, etc. Ewwww....

Wanna know more? Click here

All About Him

2011-02-02T03:22:00.001+08:00

Auburn And J.R.

ALL ABOUT HIM

** 'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him

And he's all about me, me, me, me, me

And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang

About nobody-e-e-e (2x)

Well, had him shooting for me like a ball team

Every guy was a knock out, Don King

But not none of 'em had smarts, that's my thing

It's not enough to have balls, Spalding, ha

One day by Starbucks

I bumped into a guy rocking black Chucks

He said "Excuse me beautiful," I said, "Aww, shucks"

And then he asked, "Well, ay, wanna grab lunch?"

Never ever ever met a guy so fly

Got me hooked like apple pie, I

Think I'm falling and I don't know why

But I won't fight these butterflies

(Repeat **)

And I swear what we have is just super cool

The way he's always in my head like a Bluetooth

I got a text from him, he said come through

Told me that he wants to kick it, Kung Fu

Don't do nothing much at all

Just we and his boys watching football

He asked for a kiss (Muah) So I gave him two

He said, "Well, thankyou, baby," I said, "You're welcome, boo"

Never ever ever met a guy so fly

Got me hooked like apple pie, I

Think I'm falling and I don't know why

But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him

And he's all about me, me, me, me, me

And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang

About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him

And he's all about me, me, me, me, me

And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang

About nobody-e-e-e

No, I don't need no fancy cars

And I don't need no diamond rings

My baby is all I need and more

'Cause I don't need those extra things

It's not about you (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about you)

It's not about them (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about them)

It's all about me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about me)

And it's all about him (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about him)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Said it's all about him, yeah

(Repeat **)

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) I'm all about him

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) And we don't give a dang, dang, dang

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you, boy

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you

(Oh-oh-oh-oh)

P/S:

This is one of my favourite songs recently...It's a very cute song...(^_^)

The SHOPAHOLIC Me

2011-02-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

Guys and girls....

It's been a while since I posted something in this blog. OMG, it's last year???!! Be careful guys...You might find centipede, scorpion or spider in here... (^_^) (What a lame joke...) Actually, it's not that I don't have time. In fact, I have so much times which caused me to do many other things but NOT blogging. I'm sorry~

And...I don't have any interesting story to share so far since I just started my 6th semester in this god-forsaken-place. Huhuhuhu...Oh, it's Chinese New Year but I can't go anywhere. You know why?? Because 'I'm GROUNDED'!!! Plus....I'm out of money...The semester just started but I already spent so much money...on what??? SHOPPING of course....Hehehehe...Well, I'm a 'Shopaholic' and I admit that~

I think all the things I bought are enough to open a shop (Hehehe)..To show you how much I spend my money on things (which I'm not really sure whether it's useful or not...hehehe), these are some of the prove...

~Clothes is a must when I shop~

T-SHIRT LOVER, I AM
(I'm addicted to T-shirt. Whenever I see cute T-shirt, I will definitely buy it and I don't really care whether it's branded or not as long as I feel comfortable wearing it)

A handbag

(There's a story behind this bag actually. In order to search for a favourable handbag, I have to walk all the way from Sg. Wang Plaza to Times Square. But at last, I bought this bag from a small shop at Bukit Bintang. Why? Because, there's so many choices in both shopping complex which gave me a hard time to choose so, I didn't buy any bag from there. When I passed by this particular shop, I was attracted to this bag because it was the one and only bag that I found interesting in that shop. Without thinking twice, I just bought this bag and I'm satisfied)

THE MORAL OF THE STORY: BUY YOUR FAVOURITE BAG FROM A SHOP AND DON'T EVER LOOK AT THE OTHER SHOP BECAUSE YOU MIGHT FEEL DISSATISFIED OR REGRET

As a woman, I love cosmetic so don't blame me....Hehehe
(All of the above are from AVON...One of my favourite products)

Other than Avon, I love the products from Bioglo-Cosway and Body Shop

The most expensive stuff that I bought so far (this year) was my GUITAR
(I purchased it from Chambers in Sg.Wang. Actually I already own a guitar which I've shown/posted formerly but I'm quite dissatisfied with it so I bought a new one. Morever, I'm taking Guitar Application as one of my courses this semester so, I would like to have a better instrument for the class..Peace...hehe)

So, those are part of the things that this 'compulsive shopper' bought so far..Phewww....~~Don't try this at home~~ or else you will suffer at the end of the semester cause you have to be thrifty and eat MAGGIE every day...hikhikhik....

Gotta go....See you in the next post ya...Enjoy browsing~

TESL Night 2010

2010-12-03T06:00:00.002+08:00

Hey, bloggers...It's been a while right...I was so busy with my assignments and exam so, I tried to keep myself away from the computer. So, I managed to quit blogging for a while but guess what...FACEBOOK is sooo seductive and addictive. That was the only website that I can't quit no matter how busy I am...hahaha..yea rite..I'm a FB freak...

I'm a fan of FB

Anyway, that is not what I'm gonna post about today. I wanna share a lil bit of my story during this occasion that was held on 9th October 2010...Yea, it's a 'rotten egg' story but still i wanna share about it. It was 'sooo long time ago' that i even forgot the name of the hotel. I tried to search the info from 'Facebook' but i failed to get any (I dun' get it!). Anyhow, let's continue the story. I went there with some of my coursemates Of course they are my coursemates la coz that was 4 Tesl students only...aiyoo....

Ken Carlson aka Class Monitor (^_^)

Kelvin Naga

Stephanie Natasha aka Presidente'

Sanjiya Narayanan

Tan Cheng Cheng

Wen Yi

Of course there will be me..:D

Me i must say...:D

Btw, the halls were full with Tesl students especially our semester 7 seniors. I'm gonna miss them because some of them are quite close to me. Well, it's one of the reasons of me joining the party. There were some juniors too. In fact, the MC of the night was from Semester 1. Bravo to him..:)

MC of the night, which i dunno his name...lol~

I dun have much to say about this actually. Coz all I did during the event was just sat down on my chair and have some foods...eh, no..lots of food..yummy2....I dun wanna waste my RM75...ahaha...So, just enjoy the pictures which some of it I grabbed from my senior's Facebook (seriously, fb again??) whereas some are from my digital cam...(too detail...lol~)

Our Backdrop~

The Guys~
Bobby, William, Gilles & Romero

The Girls~
From Left: Polynia, Jaja, ME and Mieza

The Sweet Couple~
Gerd & Ana
(Ana is a friend of mine)

Rock Star of the nite~

This is my daughter..hehehhe...E-la

Senior Mero & Senior Glaydis

This is a combination of senior and junior...ahahhaa

Seniors in action~
They are sporting and fun to be with...(^_^)

Rusiana @ Ana

With the King of the Nite~
Sezghin

Me and Ana

Stef n I

Kevin n I

Again with the gurls~

With wen yi n cheng2

~THE END~

I enjoyed the food so much...:D

LeTs GeT nUtTy!!!

2010-10-27T04:33:00.001+08:00

Recently, I've been attending some occasion that happened around this so-called 'BANDAR' Tg. Malim. The boring-ness of this godforsaken place made me crazeely spent more time outside the house this semester.

Anyway, I enjoyed the time very much since I was rarely going out for something like this before...Reasons? Maybe I was busy with stuffs.....No company.....Not interested in some nerdy-occasion....hahaha...n also to cast out all the feelings that puzzled inside this 'kici-mayong' heart....I don't know what to write..but as usual, pictures will tell every single thing...So, enjoy...(^_^)

PESTA KONVO - BATTLE OF THE BAND
Retro Night

The MCs of the night...SEMPOI!!!

Special appearance of Jefrydin

Some of the bands were performing on the stage..
Some of them are my friends..Proud of them!

Panorama at night in UPSI

Some of the mini-coopers that came to escort Jefrydin the Otai Singer

KONSERT REVOLUSI
Theme: Glamour

Lady and Gentleman of the night

Performers were listening to the Jury's comment
(Macam dalam AF pula..ehehehhee)

I dunno why but he did sound like MAWI....So, I did scream MAWIIII for him eventho' I don't like Mawi..ahahha

One of the best performance of the night
(I like their songs..but I forgot the title)

***
I had fun!! And thanks to someone for willing to accompany me....Thanks to my dearest friend, Ana...coz' u're there too...You guys making my miserable life happier then ever...and btw, I love music...and that was one of the reasons of me attending those functions. XOXO

Deep inside....

2010-10-19T00:53:00.001+08:00

I'm not realy sure what i feel rite now

im not sure if i still love you or not

im not sure what to do and what to say

coz i knw i've changed

from a-z

i know i will hurt u damn much

for this sudden change

which actually happened long time ago

without you realizing it

back then...

i felt like you are everything that i wanted

we were meant to be together

but i changed...

for some reasons..

i changed....totally changed...

and the more i think of it

the more it seems like impossible

then i made the decision

eventhough it hurt me so well

that i don't actually sure bout my doing

but not wanting to hurt u more

with my action..

can't be back to the exact me...

i've changed..for good..

looking back to things that we shared

look so beautiful without me complaining

when deep inside it hurts like hell

keep it for the sake of our relationship

keep it 4 not wanting to make things bigger

keep everything in a small heart...

n when it comes into the last piece of the heart

it explode with feelings...

uneplainable...incomprehensible....inevitable...

That was when i started thinking...

it's no use...

being faithful when the other side is not..

taking care of someone when the other side is not..

hoping something that i can't get...

Love is afterall about honesty and sacrifice...

but do u actually care about it??

i'm trying to find that definition of love in you...

maybe yes...u did show some...but..its not something

that i hope for..

hoping you to change..

hoping you to see me just the way i am..

hoping you to accept me for good and for bad..

hoping you to understand me even if I do not say things out loud..

hoping you will never give up on me...

when i actually hope all those things come from you...

eventually...

I got it from someone else...

whom i never thought it would be..

Love One Another....

2010-10-01T10:43:00.005+08:00

I believe and agree that we should love one another.
Even God wants us to love each other.
He wants us to love our friends,family even our enemy..

"No one who loves others will harm them..." (Romans 13:10)

God never command us to hate others.
He even asks us to let them hit our left cheek if they hit our right cheek.
Love one another as well as your enemy, thats all He ever says.

"Forgive them Father, for they don't know what they do"
Jesus said this when He was crucified on the cross. How can He say such words? Forgiving the one who
crucified Him? On the spot? I don't think its easy for us as a human being to simultaneously forgive
others when they hurt you.

But my point is, Love one another...
No matter how close you are with this particular someone, we are required to love each other..
Our family, our friends, strangers we meet on the street, people around us....
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When I hear about the news, I felt so sad. I felt like crying on the spot. Because, so far I knew him, he's a very nice and kind man. He's not even my friend, or my close friend. I newly knew him this semester. He's my lecturer to be exact, but I don't have to mention his name.I was (and still am) so distracted knowing that he is sick. Cancer. Sometimes I wonder...Why?? He's a very nice man. His smile is so sincere. His cheerful face makes you happy. His passion into Literature also makes me adores him so much. His kindness to others...really God, I want him to stay longer in this world. I love him for his kindness. I love him as a human being. I love him as someone whom I don't really know. I love him because he deserves to be loved.
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God, I pray with all my heart...Please cure him from that disease...Give him strength to face every single day in his life, give courage and support to his family, bless every foods, drinks and medicines that he take so that it will give him not only a good and healthy physical but also in mental and spiritual no matter to whom he believes. But I believe that whatever happens is according to your plan, give him what is the best for him. Amen.

P/S:
Appreciate the people around you while you still have time coz tomorrow may be too late...
LOVE YOU ALL...muackkzz....(^_^)

Laziness attack!!!

2010-09-27T10:00:00.001+08:00

I just don't know why but recently, I feel 'so very the lazy'......

I have another 2 'asshitments' and 1 presentation that i have to finish by this week but i haven't touch any of it coz this terrible laziness attack me 'very on time'...Haduiii...All i do is, facebooking, chatting, editing photos, karaoke-ing, loafing around.............OMG!! sumbody please help me!! give me some motivation!!! I'm in semester 5 now...and the more I feel like i wanna finish this course faster....Neway, because of this laziness also I am writing this crap here now..hohoho...I feel like wanna throw this 'girl' (myself) out!!

As usual...I wanna share some pictures....coz....SHARING IS CARING.....hehehhe....

My Gurls...From Left: Oly, Fara, Fie, Elle, Cip, Yantie, n Myself...(^_^)

Me, Myself and I

I love Paul Smith.....(My eyes was edited thats why it looks bigger...hehehe)

Before and After....No wonder many babes out there look gorgeous in photos.......

This is what happen when I'm lazy to death...editing..editing..and editing....

P/S: I love my life, anyway.....hehehhe

SALE!!!!!!!

2010-08-29T08:49:00.002+08:00


I bought this phone last year through Lelong.com with the price of RM405....I was into this phone last January/February coz i like it's style...N i used it for about 7-8 months now...It's not that this fon is not good or not functioning well...but, I'm just......BORED with it oredy...Now, i am more interested in simple phone....NOKIA 3310 will do...(^_^) Maybe because, it's too much of technology and i'm too old-fashioned to have all these kind of things...hehehe.....no..actually...i'm just bored....so, anybody interested to buy? do comment on this post.....Price is negotiable...I won't sell it exactly like the price when i bought it of course..ehhee....still good in condition..except for the front cam is sumtimes isn't working.....well..u know, china made....don't expect it to be perfect...:)

This is my guitar...cute rite..:D I want to sell this also....a friend of mine is interested...but he haven't decided it yet since he said he wants to check/try it first then he'll tell whether wanna buy it or not..hahaha....I'm a seller now??..(not really..these are the only things that i wanna get rid now....hehehe.. Actually...I want to sell this becoz i wana buy another guitar...Acoustic guitar...This guitar is ok except for the weight that is a lil heavy compare to the simple acoustic guitar.....

Girls just wanna have FUN

2010-08-27T03:05:00.003+08:00

I come home in the morning light

My mother says, “When you gonna live your life right?”

Oh, mother dear, we’re not the fortunate ones

And girls, they wanna have fun

Oh, girls, just wanna have fun

The phone rings in the middle of the night

My father yells, “What you gonna do with your life?”

Oh, daddy dear, you know you’re still number one

And girls, they wanna have fun

Oh girls, just wanna have

** That’s all they really want, is some fun

When the working day is done

Oh girls, they wanna have fun

Oh girls just wanna have fun

Some boys take a beautiful girl

And hide her away from the rest of the world

I wanna be the one to walk in the sun

Oh girls, they wanna have fun

Oh girls just wanna have fun

Crazee girls around the world......(^_^)

We're just wanna have fun......(^_*)

I'm glad that I am surrounded by my pretty girls....yeahh.....

The cousins....(^_^)

SDA's hottest fella...hehehe

Econtra's beauties...hehe...with Ather & Adiey

Hey, I got an award from SUFFEREDBGEZINE TERRITORY

2010-05-07T17:44:00.000+08:00

Hehehe...Thank u so much sufferedgezine

<< Kalumpang Resort >>

2010-05-07T16:37:00.003+08:00

I went to Kalumpang the other day with some friends...Actually they are my juniors, but yet, I'm younger than them..hehehe..(^_^) We went there just to have some fun together before we go back to our hometown...We had our BBQ....but its not that comfortable since there are many LALAT around..cisss..Musim lalat ka skarang ni??? eyurkkkk....I hate flies..they r disgusting!! but, since theres no way to get rid of them (biar pun dah pasang perangkap lalat)...so, we just continue on BBQ-ing...hehehe...We also had fun 'mandi manda' although the river is not so deep...and wide...cannot swim jauh2...huh..how i wish there is a swimming pool here in Tanjong Malim...btw, I really have fun with them and I hope to have another gathering next time with them...or with my other friends....HAPPY HOLIDAY guys....

They were competing to be the most adorable 'LALAT'...ahahha...Cheng2 and Wen yi

Bila sudah bosan....

2010-05-07T16:10:00.001+08:00

Bila sudah bosan....
Apa yang aku buat???
Ermmm...mari kita sama2 fikir....
Apa hobi saya??

Baca buku? TIDAK...

Masak?? TIDAK...
Jogging?? TIDAK....
Jadi apa????

Of course....PHOTOGRAPHY....
Tapi siapa mangsanya??
Ermm..malangnya tiada yg sudi menjadi mangsa...MAKA...

DIRI SENDIRI telah menjadi mangsa ke-~~photoholic~~-an saya...hehehhee..check it out!!
All pictures were taken on the same day..the day after I came back from KL with my buddies, Olivia n Kevin..I was so bored in my room n started taking pictures..OMG...I'm getting fatter...huhuhuhu...life in the university really pump me up..hahaha...I hope 2 years more will not makes me 2 times bigger than now..miahahaha....It's time to loose some weight now....Semester break for 2 months?? ermm..Let's think of something that can help me to loose weight..maybe jog? Ermm..or i should help my mother at our rubber estate...yeahh..i should do that..maybe it'll help...I'm gonna be a RUBBER TAPPER for these 2 months..so, will rarely online....update when I get back to university soon...good bye my blogger friends.....see ya later...muaaxxxx

P/S:

Geezzz.....I really look soooo fat now..gimme some tips???

A Day in Proton City....

2010-04-26T11:54:00.001+08:00

Last Friday (23 April) my friends and I went to Proton City just to release our tense which caused by Mr.Examination... (Even though I haven't started mine yet...tomorrow will b my 1st paper n now i still have the time to update my blog..ahahhaa..) We were there for about 1 hour then we left...And this photo maniac of coz will not just let the time wasted by taking no photos...hehehe...

My close friends Farah and Olivia..:)

The only 'kumbang' in the group...hehehe..Kevin..(sorry Kevin coz' u have to be the photographer if you're with us..hehehhe)

The only entertainment we got during that day..ahahaha...(Perasan ja mamat tu mo kena ambik gambar..haha)

Okay..Last but not least...of course there'll be always my pics..what do u expect?? hehehehe..

P/S
I have a good laugh on that day...'Kegilaan' keluar sebab agak2 stress...hehehhe...Thanks to Olivia, Farah n Kevin for making my day...